about 'the future'

"You can find your 'future' not in college, dix. They're too childish for you. Go to work. Find your future there. Promise me, you really should working at the office. I know you're a MOODY person. In Bold."

(my very best friend)
it is okey if you want to run from this or you want to live in other place. go ahead.

but..
first, finish what you started. leave something good.

so, me, someone who you leave behind, find a good in good bye.
dear self, kurang2in lah nanggepin org yg lg curhat dgn "yaelah, gue jg gitu kok" atau "yaelah, kondisi gue lebih parah dr lo kali".


terkadang orang hanya butuh didengar, bukan malah mendengar masalah lainnya yg (dianggap) lebih rumit.

afternoon in Lucky Grill Ribs

Beberapa saat yang lalu di Lucky Grill Ribs Resto di bilangan fatmawati. tempatnya kecil, awalnya dikira ini toko kue -___- pas liat bannernya ada mukenye si lucky trus nanya ke tukang parkir, setelah sebelomnya nelpon ke restonya (iya, agak nyasar), akhirnya pede jaya masuk ke dalem restonya. disambut ramah sama pegawainya.

Suasananya oke, apalagi kalau lagi sepi kayak tadi. pelayanan oke banget, apalagi tadi gue rese minta pindah meja gara-gara panas (dapet di atas yang smoking room, sepi, tapi AC nya kayak gak nyala). pindahlah kami (gue dan kawan-seperjalanan) ke ruangan yang (lumayan ekslusif) AC nya dingin. Ruangannya kayak milik kita sendiri. Meja cuman satu, gede, kayak ruang rapat. gahahaha berasa makan bareng keluarga.

Rasa? mantap.
Gue pesen iga bakar original. Dagingnya empuk, rasa standar iga bakar pada umumnya. sambelnya pedes.
Nyoba juga iga bakar santan sama iga bakar BBQ punya teman. dagingnya empuk. yang santen rasanya unik, yang BBQ selayaknya BBQ lah #lah
harga? untuk dapet 2 bongkah daging berukuran lumayan, 29rb worth it laaah..



*poto2an sih direstonya. nangkeplah gimana suasana restonya. secara ada tripod nganggur disamping meja makan. tp belom minta ke seksi dokumentasinya :(


minum apa dix? es teh manis. 4ribu. gelasnya lumayan bikin haus ilang. manisnya pas.
ada temen yang mesen marrocan mint, 16.500, rasanya kayak permen karet rasa mint. seger bangeeet :)

gara-gara nunggu pesenan iga bakar santan sama BBQ agak lama, dapet komplimen salad mangga. rasanya? asem tapi unik *gak ngejelasin banget deh dix*.
kelar makan, dapet jeli di slokian gitu warnanya putih sama coklat. rasanya manis tapi gak terlalu manis. pas lah untuk dessert.

oya, karena kita mejanya di lantai atas, dikasi bel krincingan gitu. buat manggil pegawainya. tapi selama makan kayaknya ga perlu make krincingan buat manggil pegawainya, secara mereka rajin beneeer ngecek keadaan kita ;)
tapi pas nyoba manggil pake krincingan buat minta bill, doi cepet banget nyamperinnya. berasa jadi pavlov yang lagi manggil si dimitri *dasar anak psikologi*.

dikasi tawaran dessert berupa banana cake yang ada eskrimnya atau devil chocolate cake yang ada eskrimnya juga. 15rb. ngiler tp enggak deh, udah puas pas :))

harga yang gue sebutin tadi belom termasuk pajak 10%. menurut gue ini resto bisa buat dicoba2 laaaaah :))
Seems like it was yesterday
When I saw your face
You told me how proud you were,
But I walked away
If only I knew what I know today
Ooh, ooh

I would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done
Forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes I wanna call you
But I know you won't be there

Oh, I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you

Some days I feel broke inside
But I won't admit
Sometimes I just wanna hide
'Cause it's you I miss
And it's so hard to say goodbye
When it comes to this, ooh

Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who I am?

There's nothing I wouldn't do
To have just one more chance
To look into your eyes
And see you looking back

Oh, I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself, oh

If I had just one more day
I would tell you how much that I've missed you
Since you've been away
Ooh, it's dangerous
It's so out of line
To try and turn back time

I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself..
By hurting you

Hurt - by Christina Aguilera



dear Ibu, i miss you. i will always miss you.
Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who I am?
Does love need a logical reason?
Does lie need a logical reason?

dude, you really need a logical reason to messed me up.
I've made up my mind
Don't need to think it over
If I'm wrong I am right
Don't need to look no further
This ain't lust
I know this is love

But if I tell the world I'll never say enough 'cause it was not said to you
And that's exactly what I need to do if I end up with you

Should I give up or should I just keep chasing pavements
Even if it leads nowhere or would it be a waste
Even if I knew my place should I leave it there
Should I give up or should I just keep chasing pavements
Even if it leads nowhere

I build myself up and fly around in circles
Waiting as my heart drops and my back begins to tingle
Finally could this be it

Or should I give up
Or should I just keep chasing pavements
Even if it leads nowhere or would it be a waste
Even if I knew my place should I leave it there
Should I give up or should I just keep chasing pavements
Even if it leads nowhere
Yeah

Should I give up or should I just keep chasing pavements
Even if it leads nowhere or would it be a waste
Even if I knew my place should I leave it there
Should I give up or should I just keep on chasing pavements
Should I just keep on chasing pavements
Oh
Oh

Should I give up or should I just keep chasing pavements
Even if it leads nowhere or would it be a waste
Even if I knew my place should I leave it there
Should I give up or should I just keep chasing pavements
Even if it leads nowhere


Adele - Chasing Pavements